All_The_Way_Back

So, 

I've been thinking that I've pushed myself too hard. 

Ever since I became a junior at school, I thought like,

i have to do something to make me special, and valuable, 

well, the idea wasn't bad, but it has stressed me out. 

Every night, as I am about to sleep, 

i would turn off the light but still keep my eyes wide open, 

thinkung about my current situation and how i have spent my time today and how am i gonna do to improve everything

because i am not the typical kindda student in my department, 

i don't take the educational courses,

i have to work harder to find my way out, 

like, if i don't wanna be a teacher, 

i may become a translator, a column writer, a graduate student or blablabla

it's hard, but i guess all hard work and fatigue brain is worth it ( hope so

yeah, just,

want to share my feeling and my struggles and my burning head.

haha, anyways

Just gonna keep on working!

see ya <3